I'm just so screwed up at times.
It's just a simple task, and i can't do it.
Confused.
I guess i'm no superman.
I can't read people's mind.

Hoping that a @!$@!#@ huge wave will crash down on me,
washing away everything in my mind, what's bothering me.

Turning 18 in two months & three days,
will my life be still the same?

Sometimes how i wish i can do things alone,
how i wish i have a different lifestyle,
i guess it's all up to myself.